I'd like to think that I am living a purposeful life. I feel like I have taken time to wrestle with questions that make me wonder more about my Creator. I guess the older I get, the more my heart is filled with this urgency to not miss anything that He is trying to show me about my purpose. I don't want to live a life that would leave room for something undiscovered at the end of the day. I believe that He has something to show me everyday of who I am and who He is. There is no doubt in my mind that before I was born He was thinking of me and that He knew the intensity I would have to know Him too. (psalms 139).
I have days where I wonder where He is if He knows and loves me so much. I question His answers and His seemed stillness.
I also have days where I'm overwhelmed by His answers,obvious presence,power and perfection.
My prayer today is:
I recognize that you are the Creator of all things. I ask that you continue to open my eyes to who you are as my Creator. Slow me down in those moments when I am about to pass up the opportunity to see You in a new way somewhere You are wanting to show me Yourself.
Take away from me things that are preventing me from reaching another aspect of You and Your purpose for me.
Humble me. Use me wherever You see is best for me, please show me where that is in an obvious way.